The letter had arrived, but it was too late to bother what they are going to say. I had made a firm decision to retake. I dunno why, life feel more and more depressing this few days, as if I'm carrying a gargantuan weight. It get worse each day, but I pretend it to be okay. Wednesday was a disaster. I had my weekly German tuition as usual, it was the exam week and I was trapped in the school just because of retarded sports event (that I never been bothered with since God knows). I dunno what that really troubles me now. I feels fine when I was with the CO people but it feels very awkward during normal school hours. Mr Khor was very supportive so does my Chem teacher Mrs Lee. I dunno what troubles me know.
Dad will be in Singapore this Monday, I'm going to discuss what to do next year. This will be serious, since the course that I really want is not offered in any local university, but for some reason dad decide to keep me here. June break is coming soon, dad had asked me before if I want to visit the Expo 2010 in Shanghai. Probably I'll go for it to get rid of what bugs me now.
I finished "A Devil's Chaplain" a few weeks ago and moving on "Hyperspace" now. It turns out to be a heavy book, with so many complicated mathematical concept and particle physics. Enough to make my brain melts if I rush with it. Looking at the amount of free e-books and the space left for my books, I'm considering for going digital. Yes, e-book reader. Out of so many readers it seemed hard to choose the right model and the price is not that cheap to choose so hastily. Nook, Kindle 2, iPad and Story seems to be among the best. Sadly, Kindle 2 and Nook can't be bought in Singapore (not even online). Probably I'll get Story (since iPad is too expensive) after the expiry of my Kinokuniya membership card (which is somewhere near the end of this year).
I'm working on my own notes for Quantum Physics now. It will be more detailed than school notes. Helping hands are welcomed.
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